It started with the WHOLE house getting sick.
And that mama's boy right there, must be held when sick. Or he starts sounding like a broken smoke detector. I will do anything to make the noises that come out of his cry hole stop.
Then hearing from the ex. Hearing the ex facetime me and tell me he misses me then joke about me finding someone else. Then hearing a friend of mine tell me that I have zero self worth. ZERO. He was/is right. It's something I am slowly finding in the maze of total crap that has been left in my path. I like that I am finding out that I wont just take crap and be happy be are at least talking to me. I like that my bullshit tolerance is becoming alarmingly low.
Been avoiding MLFC because...well who wants to be like Hey I just 2 dinners because I'm lonely. So, this (kid free(HOLLA)) weekend is about getting Big Crickets but back in gear. Because 30 is a month away aannnndddd, I'm so hoping 30 is kinder and gentler than 29 was. Or that I'm just way more prepared to kick 30's ass.
